I am starting to get bad again… I skipped class again today, I’m such a failure. I’m at the point where all my teachers think I have nothing to do in uni because I’m too sick and crazy and either hate me or pity me. None of my “friends” understand me, they think everything is cool and you “just have to smile”. But I can’t, I just can’t. I just want it to STOP. I will probably fail my semester, I am failing my life, I am failing EVERYTHING. I just feel so bad and so depressed, I want to sleep until the end of the world. I hate myself and my life so much.